Thursday, October 24, 2013

My reflection on Identity in education


The education system without a doubt provides us with experiences like no other; oportunites that otherwise wouldn't be available to us. Some school's have students from many different backgrounds, whereas other places don't. With both my primary and secondary education being in a small, coastal town, I'd say that my experience culturally was quite boring in comparison to other's. Identity, however, was something I struggled to come to term's with, and still to this day can't really grasp who I am. My year was made up with a lot of different groups, all of whom seemed to replicate and copy each other. Whether this be to feel accepted, or whether it was truly who they were I will never really know; but I do know that I didn't fit into any of these groups. One group idolised boys and alcohols, whereas other's thought their live's revolved around video games; something I couldn't really fake.

 

Identity is defined as the set of behavioral or personal characteristics by which an individual is recognizable as a member of a group (TheFreeDictionary.com, 2013) and is something that seems almost vital to be accepted in schools these days. This saddens me! I was a floater in school, tried to talk to different people throughout our year and as a result of that I was constantly left out or bullied by the 'cooler' crowds. Students in class wouldn't even sit away from their groups, leaving me to feel quite isolated and alone majority of the time. I've heard numerous people say the best and most memorable thing about school was the social side, but I'd have to argue with that. I remember getting one of the best educations and being inspired by so many brilliant teachers who have ultimately made a massive mark on my life now. Whether this constitutes me as a nerd, I don't care, but it seems that there's so much attention on kids of a cultured background to fit in that everyone forgets about the others. I personally don't think the colour of your skin or your background renders a lonely schooling life; I think struggling to understand who you are as a person does. As I previously mentioned, we will all have different experiences and stories on this topic, but being your average blue-eyed, blonde-haired teenager majority wouldn't think I would struggle with identity.

 

As a positive, not being sure of who I was or what group I belonged to I didn't have many distractions and that paid off when I got my HSC results. Sure, I can say I did well in my education, but I think there's a whole different level to education that is often overlooked. When we think of education we think textbooks, classrooms and studying hard for exams. What we fail to understand is that ultimately, our identity will play a massive role in how we interact and learn in the classroom. Now coming to a University two hours away from my home town, I've met some of the greatest individual's I'll ever be exposed to. An array of public, private, Asian, Indigenous, and white people who all went to different schools than I. Our education won't create our identity, but our identity will shape our education.

 

 

 

References

TheFreeDictionary.com. 2013. identity. [online] Available at: http://www.thefreedictionary.com/identity [Accessed: 24 Oct 2013].

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  2. I agree Savannah; all sub culture groups have their cultural practices, expectations and traditions (Phillips, 2006, p.6) . It is up to us to choose whether to conform or not. I was a floater as well; I am able to relate to your personal experiences. Although I did come from a very diverse high school with many groups, I still did not manage to find a sense of belonging. I refused to change my identity to assimilate into a group. I believe the group you do belong to also create your identity. Similarly, I did not find my friendship circle until I reached tertiary studies.

    My education did not create my identity but the way I approached and the person I am, forms the way education is created for myself. For example, I knew a group who were called the ‘Lads’ disregarded education, their identity of being rebellious shaped the way they rejected education.


    References:
    Phillips, A. (2006). What is culture? In Arneil, Barbara and Deveaux, Monique and Dhamoon, Rita and Eisenberg, Avigail, (eds.) Sexual justice / cultural justice. London, UK : Routledge, 2006, pp. 15-29.

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